32 lata i nadal w

Miałem lat gdzieś tak dwadzieścia dwa i poukładane w głowie a w mięśniach stal

Dziś mam gdzieś tak trzydzieści dwa i nadal w…szystkie te kwestie są mi bliskie.

Mówiąc już całkiem wprost dzisiaj skończyłem 32 lata i uroniłem łzy wzruszenia. I tu potencjalny czytelnik w fachowym stylu sytego i zadowolonego z siebie kretyna może sobie dokładać interpretację, że ktoś mi dał w prezencie nowe porsze, tort JBC, mrożony bób, atencję, uśmiech, butelkę dom perignon albo milion ariarów i ja się przez to wzruszyłem w stylu och jak mi miło. I choć większość z powyższych miało dziś miejsce, to jednak korelacja to nie kauzacja, zwłaszcza że to ostatnie nawet nie jest oficjalnie słowem. Ale chodzi o to, że Profesor Marek Belka prawdopodobnie nie maczał palców w wyborze Benedykta XVI na papieża, co słusznie zauważył Roman Giertych.

Bardzo podoba mi się budowana już drugi rok z rzędu tradycja skromnej, porannej urodzinowej kawki w męskim gronie. Doceniam. Miło, sympatycznie, cheers.

Po kawusi i torciku, a następnie po religijnym wykonaniu military press nastąpił jedyny prawilny łobiod. Tak, tak, po rocznej przerwie na mój talerz (wyjątkowo nie plastikowy pojemnik, bo urodziny, bawimy się, tak?) trafił bób.

W międzyczasie koleżanka, która również przez jakiś czas mieszkała w Los Angeles, zapytała, co takiego ciekawego mam w Gliwicach. Odpowiedziałem, że zależy co dla kogo ciekawe, dla mnie ciekawa jest tu harmonia. Było to całkiem eurekowe i jest warte odnotowania zwłaszcza w kontekście ostatniego intensywnego dumania nad przyszłością. Innymi słowy zmiana kodu pocztowego może nieść za sobą pewne korzyści i właśnie jedną z takich korzyści był wniosek, że „tu” nie ma „tego czegoś”, ale „tam” też nie. To może brzmieć pesymistycznie, ale to tylko iluzja. A nic tak nie wyzwala jak jorgnięcie się, że historia, w którą się wierzyło jest iluzją lub mówiąc brutalniej jedną pierdolną schizofrenią. I właśnie dlatego za kilka tygodni pizgam do Los Angeles.

Natomiast zanim polecę tam jak Star Trek po ulicach swojego miasta mknę. Tak jak w latach 2007-2010 większość mojej edukacji odbywała się przez pół tygodnia w Virgin Trains w podróży ciągle ze Stoke do Manchesteru i z powrotem, tak aktualnie odbywa się ona na spacerniaku chadzając w słuchawkach pod kapturem zakładanym jeszcze bardziej hermetycznie. I to właśnie na dzisiejszym spacerniaku na tym ziemskim padole nastąpiło wzruszenie wspomniane na początku tekstu. Podcast Finding Mastery – słuchałem sobie, jak Sz. P. Kevin Carroll opowiadał historię w stylu „wróciłem brudny, głodny i pełen przeżyć / matka powitała mnie szamą bez pytań, uwierzysz?” tyle że to nie była jego matka, a matka jego kolegi, z którym się chwilę wcześniej bił i mniej więcej od tego czasu został przygarnięty i do dziś dnia, po kilkudziesięciu latach, ma klucz do ich domu.

Nie było tam niczego zaskakującego dla mnie, po prostu ze spokojem obserwowałem, jak się wzruszam słuchając o kimś świadomie opowiadającym o poczuciu odrzucenia, przynależności, opieki, miłości i ogólnie takich takich. Coś na zasadzie, że jak zjem ciasto, to poczuję słodki smak, jak mnie napadniesz, to będę się bronił lub uciekał, a jak powiesz, że kiedyś miałem lepszy brzuch, to się oburzę. Z drugiej strony nie staje mi jak widzę gotówkę. Świadomość i rozwój nad forsę jak milion nad stówkę. Nie zrozum mnie źle, mówię jak Bill Burr, mocno ogarniam budżet i jak chodzę po sklepie to szukam promocji i patrzę na cenę, ale są sprawy ważne, ważniejsze i bliskie.

Potem zadzwoniła do mnie taka trochę moja Pani Lane (mama tego koleżki, z którymi bił się Kevin) z życzeniami urodzinowymi, żebym się nie zmieniał w sensie props i bardzo szanuję.

Zmierzam do tego, że zmiana cyferek w metryce jest dobrą okazją do refleksji. Wraz z rozwojem świadomości moje życie coraz mocniej sprowadza się do obserwacji tego, co się dzieje. Do akceptacji i zrozumienia. Coraz mniej do miotania się z tym, że się coś dzieje, bo przecież miało być inaczej, jak to tak xD. Coraz większa klarowność tego, czego chcę, a odkrywanie tego to nie jest łatwy proces i niektórzy po drodze tracą siłę. Tu, gdzie normalność to choroba, czuję się coraz bardziej zdrowy. Wypada zatem powiedzieć klasyczne „pieknie dziękujem”. Czuję się klawo.

69 komentarzy

Dołącz do dyskusji i opowiedzieć nam swoją opinię.

gamefly free trial
Maj 02, 2019 o 11:05 AM

I am in fact thankful to the holder of this website
who has shared this impressive post at here.

gamefly
Maj 04, 2019 o 02:05 PM

This information is invaluable. How can I find out more?

gamefly free trial
Maj 05, 2019 o 11:05 AM

Unquestionably consider that which you stated.
Your favourite reason seemed to be at the internet the simplest thing
to bear in mind of. I say to you, I certainly get irked even as folks consider issues that they just do not know
about. You managed to hit the nail upon the top and outlined out the entire thing without having side
effect , other people can take a signal. Will probably be back to get more.
Thanks

gamefly
Maj 05, 2019 o 10:05 PM

This text is worth everyone’s attention. How can I find out more?

lacoste outlet
Maj 07, 2019 o 01:05 AM

Thank you a lot for giving everyone such a nice chance to read critical reviews from here. It is usually very excellent and as well , jam-packed with a good time for me and my office colleagues to search your website at the least thrice weekly to learn the newest tips you have. And lastly, I’m actually pleased with the surprising inspiring ideas you give. Certain 4 tips on this page are unequivocally the finest I have had.

minecraft free download pc
Maj 07, 2019 o 01:05 AM

Thanks for sharing your thoughts about minecraft free download pc.
Regards

minecraft download free pc
Maj 08, 2019 o 10:05 PM

I read this piece of writing completely on the topic of the comparison of latest and preceding technologies, it’s amazing
article.

minecraft download
Maj 09, 2019 o 01:05 PM

Very nice post. I simply stumbled upon your weblog and wanted to mention that I’ve really enjoyed browsing your weblog posts.

After all I’ll be subscribing on your feed and I hope you write once more very soon!

minecraft pc download
Maj 09, 2019 o 10:05 PM

Write more, thats all I have to say. Literally, it seems as
though you relied on the video to make your point. You obviously
know what youre talking about, why throw away your intelligence on just posting
videos to your blog when you could be giving us something informative to read?

yeezy boost 350
Maj 10, 2019 o 11:05 PM

I definitely wanted to post a brief note so as to thank you for the lovely tactics you are placing here. My time consuming internet investigation has at the end been recognized with good know-how to exchange with my partners. I ‚d declare that many of us website visitors are rather blessed to be in a notable network with very many perfect individuals with useful things. I feel really privileged to have encountered the web pages and look forward to many more enjoyable times reading here. Thank you again for a lot of things.

g
Maj 10, 2019 o 11:05 PM

These are genuinely wonderful ideas in concerning blogging.
You have touched some fastidious points here. Any way keep
up wrinting.

g
Maj 11, 2019 o 05:05 PM

Hello to all, how is everything, I think every one is getting more from this site, and your views are good in support of new users.

g
Maj 12, 2019 o 02:05 PM

Very great post. I just stumbled upon your blog and wished to say that
I have truly enjoyed browsing your weblog posts.
After all I will be subscribing in your rss feed and I am hoping you
write again very soon!

download minecraft for free
Maj 13, 2019 o 11:05 AM

I have read so many posts concerning the blogger lovers but this piece of writing is in fact a pleasant article, keep it up.

g
Maj 14, 2019 o 12:05 AM

Having read this I thought it was very enlightening.

I appreciate you spending some time and effort to put this information together.

I once again find myself spending a significant amount of time both reading and commenting.

But so what, it was still worthwhile!

how to download minecraft
Maj 14, 2019 o 05:05 PM

Do you mind if I quote a couple of your posts as long as I provide credit and sources back to your webpage?
My website is in the very same area of interest as yours and my
users would really benefit from a lot of the information you present here.
Please let me know if this ok with you. Thank you!

hermes birkin
Maj 15, 2019 o 05:05 AM

I just wanted to compose a quick note so as to say thanks to you for all of the precious recommendations you are giving out on this website. My extensive internet research has finally been rewarded with professional facts and techniques to go over with my classmates and friends. I ‚d repeat that we readers actually are extremely lucky to be in a perfect community with so many perfect people with useful basics. I feel extremely grateful to have seen your website page and look forward to so many more enjoyable minutes reading here. Thanks a lot once more for everything.

download minecraft for free
Maj 15, 2019 o 05:05 AM

Hello, this weekend is fastidious designed for me, as
this occasion i am reading this fantastic educational post here at my home.

minecraft download mojang
Maj 15, 2019 o 08:05 PM

all the time i used to read smaller articles or reviews that as well clear their motive,
and that is also happening with this paragraph which I am reading here.

download minecraft for free
Maj 17, 2019 o 05:05 PM

Appreciate this post. Let me try it out.

converse outlet
Maj 19, 2019 o 10:05 PM

I have to express appreciation to the writer for bailing me out of this type of circumstance. Because of searching through the internet and coming across opinions which are not beneficial, I figured my entire life was done. Being alive without the presence of approaches to the difficulties you’ve sorted out by means of the article content is a crucial case, and the kind that would have badly damaged my entire career if I had not come across the blog. That capability and kindness in touching the whole lot was very useful. I’m not sure what I would’ve done if I had not come across such a thing like this. I can also at this point relish my future. Thanks a lot so much for this professional and sensible help. I won’t hesitate to suggest the blog to any person who needs support about this topic.

golden goose outlet
Maj 23, 2019 o 11:05 PM

My spouse and i felt now peaceful when Michael could conclude his reports out of the ideas he got from your very own web page. It’s not at all simplistic to simply always be giving out concepts that some people may have been making money from. So we take into account we now have you to be grateful to for this. All the explanations you made, the simple web site menu, the friendships you can give support to foster – it is everything terrific, and it is making our son in addition to the family believe that the theme is excellent, and that’s exceedingly indispensable. Thanks for the whole lot!

jordan 4
Maj 28, 2019 o 12:05 AM

A lot of thanks for all of your effort on this website. Ellie really loves carrying out investigations and it is easy to see why. All of us learn all regarding the dynamic mode you create reliable tactics via this website and as well improve response from others on that theme while our favorite daughter is actually discovering a lot of things. Take pleasure in the remaining portion of the new year. You are always doing a splendid job.

gamefly free trial
Maj 28, 2019 o 02:05 PM

It’s awesome in favor of me to have a web page, which is beneficial for
my experience. thanks admin

gamefly free trial
Maj 30, 2019 o 06:05 AM

I have been browsing online greater than three hours as of
late, but I by no means discovered any fascinating article like yours.
It’s pretty value enough for me. In my view, if all webmasters and
bloggers made just right content as you did, the net shall
be much more helpful than ever before.

how to get help in windows 10
Maj 30, 2019 o 07:05 PM

I know this website presents quality based articles and additional data,
is there any other web site which provides these information in quality?

gamefly free trial
Maj 31, 2019 o 03:05 PM

I don’t even understand how I stopped up here,
but I assumed this post used to be great. I do not recognise who you’re but certainly you are going to a famous blogger in the event you aren’t already.
Cheers!

gamefly free trial
Maj 31, 2019 o 03:05 PM

Hello Dear, are you really visiting this web page on a regular basis,
if so after that you will absolutely get pleasant experience.

kobe sneakers
Czerwiec 01, 2019 o 12:06 AM

I simply desired to say thanks all over again. I am not sure the things I might have tried in the absence of those methods shown by you about this situation. It seemed to be the hard crisis for me personally, nevertheless witnessing the very specialized fashion you dealt with that made me to cry over gladness. I will be grateful for the service and in addition expect you recognize what an amazing job that you’re undertaking teaching people through the use of your web page. Most probably you have never got to know all of us.

gamefly free trial
Czerwiec 01, 2019 o 08:06 PM

Do you mind if I quote a few of your posts as long as I provide credit and sources back
to your weblog? My website is in the exact same area of interest as yours and my visitors would genuinely
benefit from some of the information you provide here.
Please let me know if this okay with you. Many thanks!

gamefly free trial
Czerwiec 02, 2019 o 04:06 AM

Hey there! I know this is somewhat off topic but I was wondering if you knew
where I could locate a captcha plugin for my comment form?
I’m using the same blog platform as yours and I’m having difficulty finding one?
Thanks a lot!

adidas yeezy boost
Czerwiec 02, 2019 o 06:06 AM

I am glad for writing to make you be aware of what a useful encounter my wife’s girl experienced reading your web site. She came to find numerous issues, not to mention how it is like to possess an awesome helping nature to have men and women easily fully understand several hard to do issues. You really did more than my expectations. Thanks for providing the powerful, safe, edifying and as well as unique thoughts on that topic to Julie.

gamefly free trial
Czerwiec 03, 2019 o 06:06 PM

Hello, I enjoy reading through your article. I
wanted to write a little comment to support you.

gamefly free trial
Czerwiec 04, 2019 o 05:06 AM

For most recent information you have to pay a visit world wide web and on internet I
found this web site as a best web site for newest updates.

gamefly free trial
Czerwiec 04, 2019 o 01:06 PM

Post writing is also a fun, if you know afterward you can write or else it is difficult to
write.

adidas stan smith
Czerwiec 05, 2019 o 01:06 AM

I precisely wanted to thank you very much yet again. I’m not certain the things that I would’ve implemented in the absence of the actual advice documented by you on such a area of interest. Certainly was the frightening concern in my view, however , looking at your specialised mode you managed it made me to cry over delight. Extremely grateful for this help and even expect you know what a powerful job that you are getting into instructing the rest via your blog. Most probably you have never encountered any of us.

gamefly free trial
Czerwiec 06, 2019 o 12:06 AM

hi!,I like your writing very a lot! proportion we
be in contact extra about your post on AOL? I need
a specialist on this area to resolve my problem.
May be that is you! Looking ahead to peer you.

gamefly free trial
Czerwiec 07, 2019 o 08:06 AM

I am genuinely delighted to read this weblog posts which consists of tons of
helpful information, thanks for providing these statistics.

ps4 new games 2019
Czerwiec 07, 2019 o 07:06 PM

Greate article. Keep posting such kind of information on your site.
Im really impressed by your blog.
Hi there, You have done a great job. I will
definitely digg it and in my view suggest to my friends.

I am confident they’ll be benefited from this website.

gamefly free trial
Czerwiec 08, 2019 o 06:06 AM

I have read so many articles regarding the blogger lovers except this article is
actually a nice post, keep it up.

balenciaga sneakers
Czerwiec 08, 2019 o 03:06 PM

I simply wanted to write a quick note to be able to appreciate you for all of the marvelous points you are sharing on this website. My prolonged internet lookup has finally been rewarded with really good suggestions to share with my family and friends. I ‚d believe that most of us website visitors actually are quite endowed to dwell in a fabulous network with many lovely professionals with very beneficial principles. I feel extremely fortunate to have used your web site and look forward to tons of more thrilling minutes reading here. Thank you once again for all the details.

tinyurl.com
Czerwiec 09, 2019 o 04:06 AM

Why viewers still use to read news papers when in this technological globe the whole thing is accessible on web?

coach outlet online
Czerwiec 12, 2019 o 12:06 AM

I intended to post you a little bit of observation so as to say thanks the moment again over the remarkable suggestions you’ve featured in this case. This is particularly generous of people like you in giving extensively precisely what numerous people would’ve advertised for an electronic book to end up making some cash on their own, particularly since you might have done it if you desired. The secrets as well served to be a fantastic way to know that someone else have a similar zeal the same as my own to find out somewhat more in terms of this matter. I am certain there are lots of more fun moments ahead for many who find out your website.

ps4 best games ever made 2019
Czerwiec 12, 2019 o 03:06 PM

Pretty! This was an extremely wonderful
post. Thanks for supplying these details.

find more
Czerwiec 13, 2019 o 01:06 AM

I just want to tell you that I’m newbie to weblog and seriously liked you’re web page. Very likely I’m likely to bookmark your blog . You absolutely have wonderful articles. Thanks a bunch for revealing your webpage.

quest bars cheap
Czerwiec 14, 2019 o 01:06 PM

Why viewers still make use of to read news papers when in this technological
world everything is presented on web?

fila sneakers
Czerwiec 15, 2019 o 04:06 PM

I intended to send you the little bit of remark so as to thank you again just for the pleasing tactics you have contributed on this site. It is simply extremely open-handed with people like you in giving openly what most of us would’ve distributed for an e book to make some profit for their own end, and in particular since you could possibly have done it in case you considered necessary. The points in addition served to provide a easy way to understand that many people have the identical interest like my personal own to know a little more pertaining to this problem. I am sure there are a lot more pleasant occasions up front for individuals who read through your website.

John Deere Service Manuals
Czerwiec 15, 2019 o 05:06 PM

Great job, I was doing a google search and your site came up for homes for sale in Altamonte Springs, FL but anyway, I have enjoyed reading it, keep it up!

quest bars
Czerwiec 16, 2019 o 06:06 PM

No matter if some one searches for his necessary thing,
so he/she wants to be available that in detail, therefore that thing is maintained over here.

William Costanza
Czerwiec 17, 2019 o 05:06 AM

Hello, very intriguing posting. My niece and I have been recently looking to find comprehensive facts about this sort of stuff for a while, nevertheless we couldn’t until now. Do you consider you can make several youtube video clips about this, I do think your web blog could well be more detailed in case you did. If not, oh well. I’ll be checking out on this site in the near future. E-mail me to keep me updated. granite countertops cleveland

node
Czerwiec 17, 2019 o 04:06 PM

I happen to be commenting to make you understand what a really good discovery my child experienced reading through your webblog. She mastered a wide variety of things, which included what it is like to have an amazing coaching mindset to let the rest with ease understand chosen hard to do things. You really surpassed our desires. Thank you for churning out these beneficial, dependable, explanatory and in addition cool thoughts on the topic to Mary.

Luanna Rowntree
Czerwiec 17, 2019 o 10:06 PM

inspiring insights you are sharing. I love the way you are sharing it. Is there any way I could get updated for more?

Tractor Workshop Manuals
Czerwiec 18, 2019 o 07:06 PM

I just love the way you draft your post. And good article btw.

John Deere Diagnostic and Test Manuals
Czerwiec 19, 2019 o 02:06 AM

since i have been running my own busines at home, i have always been monitoring business news on the internet and cable television::

Tractor Workshop Manuals
Czerwiec 19, 2019 o 10:06 PM

I love your blog.. great colours & concept. Have you actually layout this excellent website on your own or maybe would an individual rely on someone else to make it work for yourself? Plz act in response when I!|m aiming to design my web site and also would like to understand where by you got the following by. thanks

plenty of fish dating site
Czerwiec 21, 2019 o 10:06 PM

Hey there! I know this is somewhat off topic but I was wondering
if you knew where I could find a captcha
plugin for my comment form? I’m using the same blog platform
as yours and I’m having difficulty finding one? Thanks a lot!

John Deere Diagnostic and Test Manuals
Czerwiec 27, 2019 o 01:06 PM

An attention-grabbing dialogue is value comment. I think that you need to write extra on this topic, it might not be a taboo topic however typically people are not sufficient to speak on such topics. To the next. Cheers

John Deere Diagnostic and Test Manuals
Czerwiec 28, 2019 o 12:06 AM

At this time it seems like BlogEngine is the best blogging platform out there right now. (from what I’ve read) Is that what you’re using on your blog?

how to get help in windows 10
Czerwiec 29, 2019 o 02:06 AM

For hottest information you have to visit world-wide-web and on web I found this web page
as a best web site for hottest updates.

Arnette Endorf
Czerwiec 30, 2019 o 10:06 AM

you can always buy sports apparels online, you just need to choose your supplier carefully”

Alton Cobourn
Lipiec 01, 2019 o 01:07 AM

eating disorders are of course sometimes deadly because it can cause the degeneration of one’s health~

http://tinyurl.com/y2gwpd9o
Lipiec 01, 2019 o 11:07 AM

It is appropriate time to make some plans
for the future and it’s time to be happy. I’ve read this post and if I could
I want to suggest you some interesting things or advice.
Maybe you could write next articles referring to this article.
I desire to read more things about it!

Alayna Brune
Lipiec 01, 2019 o 09:07 PM

I enjoy you because of every one of your efforts on this web site. Debby enjoys getting into investigation and it is simple to grasp why. Most people hear all relating to the compelling method you give precious suggestions on this website and even boost response from people on that situation and our own child is truly studying a lot. Take advantage of the remaining portion of the year. You have been conducting a brilliant job.

michael kors outlet
Lipiec 03, 2019 o 04:07 AM

I really wanted to develop a quick note to be able to say thanks to you for some of the fantastic items you are writing on this site. My time intensive internet search has at the end of the day been recognized with good quality facts to write about with my relatives. I ‚d claim that most of us visitors are unequivocally lucky to be in a magnificent network with very many wonderful individuals with very helpful tips. I feel really grateful to have encountered your site and look forward to really more fun times reading here. Thank you again for all the details.

hermes belts
Lipiec 03, 2019 o 08:07 PM

I would like to show my appreciation to this writer for bailing me out of this particular difficulty. Right after checking through the the web and obtaining concepts which are not helpful, I figured my life was done. Existing minus the strategies to the issues you’ve solved as a result of your main report is a serious case, and ones that would have negatively damaged my entire career if I had not noticed your website. Your know-how and kindness in dealing with all things was very useful. I am not sure what I would have done if I had not come upon such a stuff like this. I am able to now relish my future. Thanks for your time so much for your high quality and effective help. I won’t think twice to suggest your web sites to any individual who needs and wants tips about this area.

Florentino Sarracino
Lipiec 03, 2019 o 10:07 PM

Spot on with this write-up, I truly believe this web site requirements considerably more consideration. I’ll probably be once more to learn far more, thank you for that info.

coach outlet
Lipiec 04, 2019 o 05:07 AM

I’m also writing to let you understand what a really good encounter my child experienced viewing your blog. She came to understand too many things, with the inclusion of what it is like to possess an excellent giving heart to make a number of people completely understand specified impossible subject matter. You really did more than people’s desires. Thank you for imparting those powerful, trustworthy, explanatory as well as easy guidance on this topic to Jane.

asics shoes
Lipiec 04, 2019 o 08:07 PM

My spouse and i got joyous that Michael could carry out his researching by way of the ideas he had in your web pages. It’s not at all simplistic to simply choose to be freely giving solutions which often others have been trying to sell. We really fully grasp we have got the website owner to give thanks to for that. The most important explanations you’ve made, the easy site navigation, the relationships you will help to instill – it’s most incredible, and it is letting our son and our family consider that the concept is amusing, which is rather pressing. Thanks for everything!

Tractor Workshop Manuals
Listopad 30, 2019 o 03:11 PM

I always visit your blog everyday to read new topics.,:~-~