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Brawa za inicjatywę dla Pari, która wzięła mnie z zaskoczenia i kazała dzisiaj o 6:30 przez godzinę medytować. I o ile budda nie mógłby nie przystać na tę propozycję, to czuję się jak pizda, że wstawanie o 6:30 wydaje się być wstawaniem w środku nocy. Jestem beznadziejny i ta medytacja mi się nie należała. I brawa dla Iranu. Jest OK tak się czuć. Ważne, że chcę to nieco poprawić. Na pewno jakoś tam może pomóc – co mam zamiar starać się czynić – chodzić spać wcześniej i lżejszy, bo o ile ze swojej konsumpcji jestem bardzo zadowolony w kontekście kaloryczności, o tyle w kontekście nadmiaru błonnika, prawdopodobnie wody, a być może i białka oraz godziny i objętości ostatniego posiłku już mniej.

Oczywiście ciężka praca ascety sprawia, że bezpośrednie doświadczenie jest pełne zmęczenie, fatygi i momentami negatywnego myślenia (łatwiej o negatywne myślenie zmęczony po robocie a jeszcze trzeba zadbać o siebie i innych, niż jak jest pełen relaks, nikt nic nie chce i jest szampan, ta nie wiem nawet), tym niemniej biorąc pod uwagę, że to self-retreat a nie wczasy w Juracie – to już wszystko wydaje się być fajne. Przez ostatnie 24h miałem sporo wyższych momentów z przekonaniem, że odczuwam efekty tej pracy i widzę je również na horyzoncie długofalowym.

Nawet dzisiaj idąc na pomedytacyjne zakupy na lokalny targ czując się niedospanym niepasującym elementem społeczeństwa odczułem formę poczucia braku bezpieczeństwa, braku kogoś, kto swoją obecnością potwierdzi, że idziemy we właściwym kierunku. Choćby taki hipotetyczny Ta Ghe, który pójdzie ze mną kłócić się, napierdalać się lub rzucić dolarami w twarz szefostwa FF, które próbuje oszukać mnie na karnet i kazać wypierdalać mi z Singapuru. Bez niego trochę wyczuwam w głębi poczucie, jakbym był czemuś winien, jakbym próbował coś ukraść albo oddychać powietrzem, które do mnie należy. Pojebane co nie? Jest dokładnie takie, jakie jest. Tathata czy jakoś tak.

Doceniam, że mam możliwość świadomego zmierzenia się z takimi wyzwaniami jak poczucie braku bezpieczeństwa czy poczucie głodu w bardzo komfortowych warunkach, gdzie nikt wokół nie oczekuje pewniaczków na weekend i nikt nie oczekuje, że mu powiem, jak bardzo go potrzebuję. Obserwując swoje doznania mogę się wiele nauczyć. Od niby wielkich rzeczy, jak co chcę w życiu robić, z kim być chcę, a z kim nie, po niby małe, jak sprawić, żeby kartofle z kurczokiem łechtały mój ośrodek nagrody.

Odkąd zostałem starym człowiekiem, który niedługo umrze, zrozumiałem, że w życiu mniej chodzi o drobnostki, jak własny dach czy jacht mieć, ale właśnie o to, żeby żyć na luzie w tym biegu jałowym ponoć i bez zmuszania się doceniać każdy oddech, każdy łyk kawy, wody i każdy gryz zimnioka. A to naprawdę nie jest łatwa robota jeśli człowiek nie chce porzucać swoich ambicji i oszukiwać się wycierając swoją parszywą gębę akceptacją. I tak sobie stałem na przystanku 45 minut temu obserwując negatywne myślenie, że w sumie to bym pospał i po co ja w ogóle jadę na siłkę, ale pomyślałem po chwili, że po treningu wykąpany czując się metroseksualnie pójdę do Fairprice’a kupić kimchi i opierdolę sobie to na grubo do zimnioków i kury i już znowu się czułem w moim happy place.

I’m in my happy place ~Dag Harald Lyshol

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