How was your day, Maciej?
Not too bad, thanks for asking.
I am mindfully observing remainings of the chaos. I am aware of my surroundings, cravings and conditioning.
I am still not feeling at my best or even on the way to my best. More like driving ahead in the wrong direction but just patiently waiting for the nearest U-Turn. I know it’s just a matter of time. It can happen any moment. When it does, I’ll know. I am trusting in the process.
I still haven’t decided how exactly I will keep reporting in the second half of this hundred days but I am leaning towards switching back to Polish and switching back to videos, at least partially. But as Gramma said in the Rounders, I still have till morning to make good.
Five sandwiches and one ice cream later, it happened. First of all, when I was closing my caloric intake for the first 50 days and choosing items in 7-11, I got emotionally involved not by cravings but by finishing as closely to the rounded number. I didn’t buy my sandwiches and ice creams because of appetite or craving but because it would close just nicely at 185002 calories, making a nice average of 3700 per day. Second of all, when I was consuming them, I was already thinking of what’s ahead of me. I didn’t care what I’m eating, I didn’t feel like wanting to eat more. I felt already on a mission. Nice. I am hoping to make a round weigh in tomorrow morning. Not more, not less than 90.0kg. Place your bets.